Embracing The Mess
Long time no see. I guess. Long time no write. LOL Let me start this post with a depressing thought: I was a mess these months. I'm still probably is a mess right now but not really. Things gradually getting better. And what I meant by "things" is my mental state to be exact. I want to write in Indonesian, but writing in English feels more comfortable and rich. And this is to prevent to be called "campursari" or "anak Jaksel" if I write back and forth Indonesian and English. (No offense, anak Jaksel fellas. I'm anak Jaktim, so I refused to be called anak Jaksel. Who said only anak Jaksel who can write/talk with mixed Indo-Eng? haha) If, I have to count how many times I had a broken heart because of boys, I would say: not so many. Only a couple of times and the worst heart broken was... a couple years ago because of this sweet guy (yes, a jerk won't leave me heart broken for a long time because he's a jerk. Not worth my time. Thank yo